Lockdown 232

Lockdown Day 232 - 13 November 2020

On the back of deciding to cancel a glorious weekend planned long ago because of sinusitis, hayfever, etc, we stayed indoors, nursing our runny noses and sinuses. My depressed soul was distraught with frustration and anger because I didn't want to be home. I wanted to go visit with my 'closest' and had só looked forward to spending tomorrow in Clarens. 

But as the day wore on the frustration and anger dissipated and gave way to quiet resolve. Although my symptoms included the comeback of autoimmune viruses I had way back, I realised we needed the rest and time to restore our energy before the move. 

I also know because God's got this, and He holds my diary in His hand, I need to trust implicitly He knows best for us. As my Bestie pointed out, who knows, maybe He didn't want us on the road. 

It got me thinking about living in trust and reliance on God for literally everything. Do we really? 

The words of Proverbs 3:5-6 say it all, "Trust in the Lord completely, and do not rely on your own opinions. With all your heart rely on him to guide you, and he will lead you in every decision you make. Become intimate with him in whatever you do, and he will lead you wherever you go. "

So tonight I go to bed, renewing and confirming my trust in God's judgement, repenting my angry dissatisfaction. I know He sees the big picture and that's enough for me. 

#Ggt