Lockdown 585

Lockdown Day 585 - 1 November 2021

We're in week 84 of Lockdown. Although in Level 1, regulatory life has become pretty much standard. Except, it's not really back to normal.

Don't you ever wish things could just be how they were? I'm sure you have. Just as we think this virus is done for, it revives itself, sending the world into another frenzy of fresh lockdown regulations, mostly all totally unnecessary, as the recovery rate is over 98%.

In the meantime, the suppliers of masks and sanitisers and virus-fighting supplements are cashing in big time. Although sanitisers have proven their worth to some extent, this whole shebang just proves one thing:  the world is spinning out of control.

This is exactly how I feel about this vertigo in my ear cavity. Although there are moments where I feel it has gone, it revives when I least expect it, confirming the fact that I'm living a regulatory life, trying to stay lucid and keeping my feet on terra firma. The medicine that is supposedly the only thing that could help, have dizziness and nausea listed as side-effects..... 👀 Really?

So yes, I do wish I could be the way I was prior to the vertigo. I would trade it in a heartbeat for the three autoimmune viruses I beat years ago. And yes, I wish the abominable virus has never happened and that we could get on with a normal life. I do not like the new normal. Not one little bit.

I'm not in a depro, just speaking my Truth, because I need to. I am in the presence of the Most High God and fully aware this is not how He designed me and know He will walk me through this too. I hold on to Him with all my might and believe He's got me. He's also got you too. And He's most definitely got this as well.